Sairam. Amma granted me the privilege to attend the Kumbhabhisekham festival held on Feb 12th 2020, at Mukthi Nilayam. I really cherished the yagnas and prayers on that holy day. Moreover, I was thrilled to hear from a couple of village women talking amongst themselves about Amma’s Divinity.
One elderly woman was telling the other, ‘You know, it seems Amma is Mother Radha Herself. She is verily God incarnate!’ … Listening to this, the other woman asked, ‘I don’t know who Radha is?’. Then they were trying to explain that Radha is the Divine consort of Sri Krishna. Still she couldn’t get it.
Then I intervened to explain to her that, ‘Amma is an avatar of Maha Lakshmi, the Goddess who grants wealth, money, auspiciousness, etc.’, and she got the truth.
All I wish is to witness the entire world adoring Mother Vasantha Sai as the Supreme Goddess, Adi Shakthi.
On that morning, when I approached Mukthi Stupi for my prayers, I looked at the sky casually. I could still see the Moon, big & clear. Full moon day had just passed a few days back, so the moon was almost round in shape. As I was looking, from inside the Moon, I had the darshan of Mother Radha, looking at me so graciously and lovingly. What a Divine Beauty! No words to explain. I have never seen such a beauty on this earth so far.
As I kept adoring Her Divine Face, my monkey mind intervened and told, ‘Pull out the smartphone, and capture it. Don’t lose the opportunity’. I hurriedly pulled my phone out, and clicked a few shots. Mother continued to look at my foolish act, and kept smiling. I checked on the shots captured but I saw only plain, simple Moon. I looked up in the sky again. Mother Radha is still so clear and vivid inside the moon, smiling. I tried one more time but no luck.
Seeing my restlessness, my Aunt who accompanied me, asked what the matter was. I told her that I can see Goddess inside the moon. Pat she replied, ‘How can Goddess be captured on the phone? She is gracious to give you Her darshan. Just be happy with that’. I surrendered to Mother Radha in deep gratitude, and bowed down mentally, closing my eyes.
In that very moment, Mother showed a vision, about the ‘absolute truth’ of our dear Mukthi Stupi.
I saw that the Mukthi Stupi had disappeared, and in that place Mother Radha and Sri Krishna were dancing in such an intimate embracing posture. They were almost entangled together and our effort to identify their individual Divine forms will fail 100%. I could see both Their hands were up in the air towards the sky. Then I saw hundreds of Gopis gracefully dancing in tune with Sri Krishna & Mother Radha, neatly organized in every prakaram. All the Gopis were facing outwards from the Stupi and their bodies were bent like a blossoming Lotus Petals. Their face is bent backwards looking at the dance of Sri Krishna and Mother Radha.
We simply stand in the Stupi prakaram, without being aware of Its Spiritual Majesty, but what all amazing things happen in a spiritual realm, only Swami knows. Stupi is the center of Amma’s Divine Leelas, and we should strive to gain the maximum grace by adoring and worshipping Mukthi Stupi during our visit to the Ashram.
After the wonderful Kumbhabhisekham rituals, I came to meditate with Amma for the 12 noon meditation. As I closed my eyes, Bhagavan came in such a young & adorable form. His hair was nicely trimmed short, and He was all happy and jubilant. He was walking around devotees who were meditating, and then entered Amma’s room. I could still see the Divine couple, though I am seated in the prayer hall. Bhagavan gave His hand to Amma, and She lovingly held His hands. The next moment, I see the Divine couple floating in the sky, flying out around Stupi, probably on a Divine journey. As we read in Amma’s Divine conversations with Swami, both travel out to other Divine Lokas, I witnessed them taking-off for a similar journey.
After meditation, I finished lunch, and some devotees were leaving. I accompanied them till the ashram gate to send them off. As I was walking back inside the ashram, a thought crossed my mind. ‘Whenever I come to Mukthi Nilayam, I see such visions. Is it all my own mind’s imagination? It is like a cinema going on, as I close my eyes. Something is really wrong with me. If I tell all these things to someone, no one will believe me’. I was thus contemplating deeply and feeling confused and embarrassed about doubting my experiences.
I thought I will rest for a while and lied down to stretch. In the dream, I was lying down on the cot. I was feeling tired in the dream and could feel pain in my legs. In less than a minute, both my legs down the hip, became solid like a rock, and became numb. It is all in the dream. Then, the pain started increasing heavily, and I wanted to shake my legs, but I couldn’t. I started perspiring heavily and woke up from the dream
To my utter astonishment I could feel that even in the physical state, my legs are numb, senseless and I couldn’t move them either. I started getting really scared. I could feel the pain starting to increase gradually. I freaked out and called out to Swami from the depth of my heart.
The loving Lord instantly spoke to me, in a commanding tone, ‘What you have experienced in the dream is real, or what you are currently experiencing is real?’ … I instantly understood what Swami was referring to. Swami gave me this experience to prove that the visions we see here in Mukthi Nilayam, is all 100% real, and they are not the imaginations of our mind. I realized my mistake and in that immovable position itself, I patted both my cheeks and said, ‘Sorry Swami, Sorry Swami! I will never doubt these experiences hereafter.’ … In less than 10 seconds, my legs became normal. I was able to get up and sit. I walked out of my bed. Absolutely there was no trace of pain or numbness in the legs.
What a Divine Leela of Swami, to drive away the doubts that invade a devotee’s minds! Our sweetest Lord Sathya Sai and His sweetest consort Mother Vasantha Sai, is all merciful, compassionate and love personified.
Om Sri Sai Vasantha Saiesaiya Namaha
K Valarmathi, Hosur
One elderly woman was telling the other, ‘You know, it seems Amma is Mother Radha Herself. She is verily God incarnate!’ … Listening to this, the other woman asked, ‘I don’t know who Radha is?’. Then they were trying to explain that Radha is the Divine consort of Sri Krishna. Still she couldn’t get it.
Then I intervened to explain to her that, ‘Amma is an avatar of Maha Lakshmi, the Goddess who grants wealth, money, auspiciousness, etc.’, and she got the truth.
All I wish is to witness the entire world adoring Mother Vasantha Sai as the Supreme Goddess, Adi Shakthi.
On that morning, when I approached Mukthi Stupi for my prayers, I looked at the sky casually. I could still see the Moon, big & clear. Full moon day had just passed a few days back, so the moon was almost round in shape. As I was looking, from inside the Moon, I had the darshan of Mother Radha, looking at me so graciously and lovingly. What a Divine Beauty! No words to explain. I have never seen such a beauty on this earth so far.
As I kept adoring Her Divine Face, my monkey mind intervened and told, ‘Pull out the smartphone, and capture it. Don’t lose the opportunity’. I hurriedly pulled my phone out, and clicked a few shots. Mother continued to look at my foolish act, and kept smiling. I checked on the shots captured but I saw only plain, simple Moon. I looked up in the sky again. Mother Radha is still so clear and vivid inside the moon, smiling. I tried one more time but no luck.
Seeing my restlessness, my Aunt who accompanied me, asked what the matter was. I told her that I can see Goddess inside the moon. Pat she replied, ‘How can Goddess be captured on the phone? She is gracious to give you Her darshan. Just be happy with that’. I surrendered to Mother Radha in deep gratitude, and bowed down mentally, closing my eyes.
In that very moment, Mother showed a vision, about the ‘absolute truth’ of our dear Mukthi Stupi.
I saw that the Mukthi Stupi had disappeared, and in that place Mother Radha and Sri Krishna were dancing in such an intimate embracing posture. They were almost entangled together and our effort to identify their individual Divine forms will fail 100%. I could see both Their hands were up in the air towards the sky. Then I saw hundreds of Gopis gracefully dancing in tune with Sri Krishna & Mother Radha, neatly organized in every prakaram. All the Gopis were facing outwards from the Stupi and their bodies were bent like a blossoming Lotus Petals. Their face is bent backwards looking at the dance of Sri Krishna and Mother Radha.
We simply stand in the Stupi prakaram, without being aware of Its Spiritual Majesty, but what all amazing things happen in a spiritual realm, only Swami knows. Stupi is the center of Amma’s Divine Leelas, and we should strive to gain the maximum grace by adoring and worshipping Mukthi Stupi during our visit to the Ashram.
After the wonderful Kumbhabhisekham rituals, I came to meditate with Amma for the 12 noon meditation. As I closed my eyes, Bhagavan came in such a young & adorable form. His hair was nicely trimmed short, and He was all happy and jubilant. He was walking around devotees who were meditating, and then entered Amma’s room. I could still see the Divine couple, though I am seated in the prayer hall. Bhagavan gave His hand to Amma, and She lovingly held His hands. The next moment, I see the Divine couple floating in the sky, flying out around Stupi, probably on a Divine journey. As we read in Amma’s Divine conversations with Swami, both travel out to other Divine Lokas, I witnessed them taking-off for a similar journey.
After meditation, I finished lunch, and some devotees were leaving. I accompanied them till the ashram gate to send them off. As I was walking back inside the ashram, a thought crossed my mind. ‘Whenever I come to Mukthi Nilayam, I see such visions. Is it all my own mind’s imagination? It is like a cinema going on, as I close my eyes. Something is really wrong with me. If I tell all these things to someone, no one will believe me’. I was thus contemplating deeply and feeling confused and embarrassed about doubting my experiences.
I thought I will rest for a while and lied down to stretch. In the dream, I was lying down on the cot. I was feeling tired in the dream and could feel pain in my legs. In less than a minute, both my legs down the hip, became solid like a rock, and became numb. It is all in the dream. Then, the pain started increasing heavily, and I wanted to shake my legs, but I couldn’t. I started perspiring heavily and woke up from the dream
To my utter astonishment I could feel that even in the physical state, my legs are numb, senseless and I couldn’t move them either. I started getting really scared. I could feel the pain starting to increase gradually. I freaked out and called out to Swami from the depth of my heart.
The loving Lord instantly spoke to me, in a commanding tone, ‘What you have experienced in the dream is real, or what you are currently experiencing is real?’ … I instantly understood what Swami was referring to. Swami gave me this experience to prove that the visions we see here in Mukthi Nilayam, is all 100% real, and they are not the imaginations of our mind. I realized my mistake and in that immovable position itself, I patted both my cheeks and said, ‘Sorry Swami, Sorry Swami! I will never doubt these experiences hereafter.’ … In less than 10 seconds, my legs became normal. I was able to get up and sit. I walked out of my bed. Absolutely there was no trace of pain or numbness in the legs.
What a Divine Leela of Swami, to drive away the doubts that invade a devotee’s minds! Our sweetest Lord Sathya Sai and His sweetest consort Mother Vasantha Sai, is all merciful, compassionate and love personified.
Om Sri Sai Vasantha Saiesaiya Namaha
K Valarmathi, Hosur