Yearning calls to Swami!

Yesterday during Mukthi Ganesha abhishekam, a bird was calling continuously. I called out, ‘Sai Ram, Sai Ram,” in reply to the bird.

I told Nicola, “The same bird was always calling in Vadakkampatti. Here too it is crying. Its mouth never closes.” Swami mentioned this bird in meditation. Like the bird my mind never stops calling Him.

The very first words Swami spoke to me in meditation were, “Your call is always ringing in My ears. It does not allow Me to do My work.”

At that time, I was very afraid. I immediately wrote a letter to the Paramakudi doctor. He replied, “Never leave Swami, do not be afraid, continue your call. Swami is very tricky, trying to avoid your call.”

My calling and crying began at birth and will only end when I merge with Swami.

I have written many times about calling. Swami has said that in this world, only this call has caught hold of Him. Avatars never descend in the Kali Yuga. This is the first time Swami has come.

This Kali Yuga is the very worst age.

None respect God and there is no fear of sin or fear of God.

There is no respect for elders, the saints or sages.

People live like animals.

It is for this reason that Avatars never descend in Kali. They cannot live among people who live like this.

I have called on God since my very birth. I only want God. I am showering Prema, without forgetting Him even for a second. This thirst for God is verily mixed in my blood. This Prema alone has caught hold of Swami in this world.

Swami said, “Do not stop your call.”

Only when I breathe my last will this call end. I have pushed the state of Avatar, the God state away, what then to say of this ashram and books, which are nothing in comparison to God? I only want Swami, nothing else.

Only this depth of Prema can keep this Avatar in Kali and make Him finish His mission.

Sri Vasantha Sai Amma
Om Sri Sai Vasantha Saiesaiya Namaha